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I Made It Through 2020

And I never could have done it alone.

*Trigger warning for suicidal ideation

November of 2020 was the first time in my life I have ever experienced suicidal thoughts. Not because I wanted to die. Not because I was giving up on living, but because it felt like the only thing I hadn’t tried to escape my PTSD.